My Only Release?!
NATIONAL JOURNAL OF HOMOEOPATHY 2004 Jan / Feb VOL VI NO 1.
Dr Sunil D Bhalinge
'Medo
Written History submitted by the Patient
Preliminary Information:
Name: SNA. Address: Vashi
DOB: 01-07-1964 Sex: Male
Marital Status: Single
Religion: Islam (by birth, but I consider myself to be agnostic/atheist)
Food habit: Mostly vegetarian, but occasional non-vegetarian
Addictions: Only tea and coffee (2-3 cups a day)
Education:
SSC 1981 1st Class
HSC 1984 1st Class
B Tech (Chem Engg) 1990 1st Class
M Tech till June 93 Left incomplete
Occupation:
| Duration | Position / Responsibilites | Job Statisfation |
|---|---|---|
| July 96-till present | Sales Executive.Seeking orders for the company’s chemicals | 50% due to low payment and routine job |
| Jan 94-July 94 | Production Assistant | 0% |
| July 93-Aug 93 | Production Trainee | 25% |
Cuurent Family Setup:
| Relations | Age/Years | Location | Occupation | My repsonsibilites towards them |
|---|---|---|---|---|
| Father | Above 65 | Bhilai (M.P.) | Businessman | To suuport my relatives financial etc. but i dont do. |
| Mother | About 60 | Bhilai (M.P) | Housewife | |
| Sister | 42 | Nagpur | Married Housewife | |
| Sister | 36 | Nagpur | Married Housewife | |
| Brother | 38 | Bhilai (M.P) | Hepls Father in Business | |
| Brother | 32 | Bhilai (M.P) | Helps Father in Business | |
| Sister | 30 | Bhilai (M.P) | Unmarried | |
| Sister | 28 | Bhilai (M.P) | Unmarried/Teacher | |
| Brother | 26 | Dubai | Project Engineer |
Daily Routine: My daily routine is very irregular
7:45-8:00 a.m. Wake up
9:30 Break fast-Biscuits and Milk/
Complan or just black tea.
Ready for Job/Office
1:00-2:00 p.m. Lunch
6:00-9:00 p.m. Return from Job/Office
9:45-11:00 p.m. Dinner before and after watching TV,Reading
12:00-1:30 a.m. Sleeping time
My lunch and dinner are irregular, usually it consists of 6 small chapatis
max, a little rice, vegetables and dal. Mostly I stick to this routine otherwise
if these are unavailable then whatever is available. Sometime, I don’t take
lunch at all.
Someday, I exercise in the evening. Something, I don’t
sleep in the night-just watch TV or read anything (mostly Pornographic books)
or just fantasize amorous events.
I work as sales executive, but the salary total come out to
be just Rs. 4,500/- only. My owner has cut my raise and other benefits because
of bad performance. I’m just about able to meet my own expenses. I live alone
in a flat (rent Rs. 1600/- per month) I’m unable to save any money, so I feel
frustrated (subconsciously) not being able to support my poor sisters and their
children and others. Some fresh engineers have joined the organization as Sales
Executives and they are quite good in their job as compared to me. They get
salaries (total) more than mine. I’m always being warned by my Boss to work
properly, bring orders or to face dismissal. I feel insecure about my job.
I have very few friends. I prefer to live alone and remain alone.
Chief Complaints:
Present:- Rashes/Eruptions/Inflammation on the whole body;
concentrated more on the face, near eyes, in the eyebrows, cheeks, inside and
outside ears, on the neck etc. These itch very much, giving burning sensation
also. In moist places small round pimple like eruptions, when broken releases
milk like liquid along with itching sensation
Onset/Starting of the trouble
From Jan 94-July 95 I worked in the company manufacturing
lubricating greases, where fatty acids, caustic soda, lubricating oils, etc were
boiled with a large amount of vapour emanating from the reactors. At times, when
I took my face near the opening of the reactor, the hot vapours coming out gave
the feeling of itching to my face (but not to such extent as is now). Since I
felt myself very reserved, inferior, unconfident and dull and intuitive less and
unintelligent, I could not work properly as per my qualification of Chem. Engg.
An experienced manager used to oversee all the work. I felt him to be my rival.
So I was always thinking about this and that I was in tension I’m very
emotional.
During this period, a scratch/rash type appeared on my lip,
the under lip and chin. A general practitioner diagnosed it to be infection due
to sharing of blades while shaving. (At that time, I used to live with friends
at Chembur). It used to give a little itching sensation as well, through the
cracks it started watery-like liquids. Then it spread to ears (inside and
outside). Then afterwards on whole face and other parts of the body. All the
while, I showed to general practitioners only. Much later I showed to skin
specialist and was given prescription cream and tablets and told to come after a
week. I didn’t go and for six months; continued taking those medicines which
included steroids. I gained weight, felt better. Then I started taking
Psychiatric treatment from Mrs S B for some than six months then I stopped.
During this period, I stopped dermatologists’ medicines. Because first, I
thought that this trouble may be because of some irregular glandular secretions
due to my mental problems (depression). Then, when Mrs Basu told me to see skin
specialist, I consulted Dr K G. He gave three injections in 3 weeks time, to
ward off the effects of steroids I had taken for so long. When his treatment was
not effective, I consulted Dr U but his was also not good treatment. Then I
consulted Dr N N for more than one year, but with no permanent good effects.
When I take medicines, the disease seems to be controlled initially. After
stopping the medicines, it came back and of late his medicines were almost
ineffective.
When I fantasize and masturbate I feel a little relief. Also,
better when I take more sleep.
